Sweet, wonderful pain, inevitable suffering
Tell me dear friend why have you brought these feelings to my heart?

The summer of my life is nearly over
The flowers once in full bloom are now wilting,
Slowly reclining their once glorious heads-

The autumn season will soon set in
To give my days the autumnul scent of sadness
And the flavour of things past-

And yet these unexpected and wonderful feelings
Never before felt, never sought
Are here haunting my last summer days,
Pouring hot, burning tears over the last flowers of my youth-

With effort they now lift their reclining heads
and look up towards the unfriendly sky to ask why
But tears and sadness remains their only reply

There's no one there to give comfort or soothe,
No one here to understand or approve
Not even you my dear friend
So close and yet unmoved-

Tell me please what I am to do?
Will this be the last memory of my youth?
The shadow of this pain which has drawn a cross
That I find so very hard to carry?

Tell me
If I give you my hand
will you give me yours?

Tell me
If I give you my heart
will you give me yours?

Tell me
If I give you my love
will you give me yours?

Tell me
If you have my hand, my heart, and my love
would you keep me safe and love me?

Tell me
Why this hand of mine is cold
Why this love that I thought I had is gone
Why this heart of mine is broken?

Tell me
Why you walked away
and left me alone?

Tell me
Do you think of me
Do you think of us
Do you think of how it could have been?

Let me tell you
I have and I still do

Let me tell you
I will pick up these pieces
of this heart of mine and it'll
mend in time and
I'll dry these tears of mine
and hold my head up high
because I am strong and
nothing you do can ever
hurt me again.

Never had I loved before.
Never had I hurt so badly.
At first I was numb...
Dumb to what was said.
I had fought for you so hard,
For nothing.
You left me in peices...
Shattered.
My heart was ripped in two.
Never had I loved before.
Never will I love again.

How can love be so deceiving?
And bring heart break back to un healing
How could you hurt me so?
My hearts imperceptible tears of pain accumulate like a river flow
My body and mentality ache for your love once more
But my heart feels my pain and longs for nothing more
Now what’s left for me to do?
With my heart and love still fixed on you
How could you keep such a secret from me?
You threw away all the love we worked so hard to achieve
I look back at you with disgust and shame
The wound on my heart is all your blame
All the love you’ve shamefully helped me gain
Is now futile and carved into my hearts pain
It’s times like this I wonder why?
Wonder why my heart became another deceiving third eye
You’ve taken the spirit and liveliness from my soul
Cautious now in ever letting my real feelings show
Love was beautiful once upon a time
Now it’s heartbreaking, intoxicating, and blind
You’ve awfully refreshed my memory on what another heart break feels like
Now I’m back in the deep pits of my “lonely thoughts and lonely nights”
To think of you is a dreadful nightmare replayed through my mind
The love I had for you will remain in hide and evermore hard to find
My inner love will never be revealed once again
Finding a true love is something I can never win
One thought that I will eternally never be capable to see
Is the thought of my eyes and mind blinded by a love that would “never truly be”

How could you lie to me?
How could you cheat on me?
How could you say I love you
When you didn't love me at all.
After all this you've left me
Broken, empty and feeling
Like I will never love again.
How could you be so blind
To let me fall like a fallen
Angel with a broken
Heart and wings to mend
In a lonely night.

Your on my mind, your in my dreams
It hurts so bad inside I scream.
I'm dying inside, but not for you
Its just all the things you knew to do.

You knew how to hurt me, just what to say
To make me cry and push me away.
I gave you my all, my heart and soul
You make me so angry I lose control.

It was four years I stayed with you
My time to leave was so overdue.
You took all my trust and expect me to believe
You think I'm stupid, blind, and naïve.

You promised to love me and shield me from pain
I never expected you'd be the one to blame.
You crushed all my dreams and my power to love
I gave you my heart that you weren't even worthy of.

I want to hate you, but I find it hard
I try to forget you, but I'm still scarred.
The scars are deep they cant be filled
I will never forget the love you killed.

Love makes no sense it comes with pain
I thought It was happy, joyous and sane.
It can make you go crazy, go out of your mind
All that anger you now hide behind.

The scars may remain but you do not
The place in my heart is all I got.
You were my first love and I will never forget
All will stay put even the pain and regret.

Wedding Poems