Dying because of a drunk driver
Why couldn't he be sober?

I didn't want to die
My life was just starting
And now it’s ending

I never got to say goodbye
Because everything happened so fast
I didn't even have time to cry

One mile away from the car who hit me
Conscious and bleeding i was laying
Paramedics fought to keep me from dying
Because life was worth living

The drunk driver's life unsolved
And my life destroyed

The pain was too strong to handle
That's why not a tear fell down from my eyes

My lungs are getting smaller and weaker
Now I appreciate everything I learned
I'm staring to wonder where I'm going to go
To heaven up above or to hell

Tell my friends not to forget me
Tell my enemies I forgive them
And tell my family I love them

My last breath is getting closer
All because of the drunk driver

Walking bare bones,
It's hard living life without a purpose,
No thoughts in your head,
No people in your heart,
This is what I'm talking 'bout when I say I'm going back to the start,
I've erased the scars,
And wiped the tears from my eyes,
My eyes are on something, but I don't know what's the prize,
Knew it would eventually come to this,
I was a fool to think from a shell I could extract bliss,
Now I accept what cannot be,
And flee from my former life, leave behind the debris,
I was there, from the moment I built it, to the day it burnt down,
Giving hearts to strangers only makes you a clown,
I will no longer remember the days before,
Watch my memories drift away into the sea from the shore,
I now walk empty halls, and reside in a barren room,
But I know it will not be that way forever,
Ready to take on another endeavor,
This time I will return home successful, with great wealth and pride,
I've rebuilt myself, starting from the inside,
My former heart is buried beneath a grave, for he was just a slave,
There's no need for goodbye's, for I've already said mine,
..........Now is the time..........

Never Took Risks Before
Only Trusting What Was Real
Only Believing What I See
Never What I Feel
Now Here I Am
Starting Over Again
Taking A Chance
Trusting The Unknown
Knowing The Unseen
It’s Called Faith
Faith In You
Messenger From Above
You’re My Angel Baby
My Guiding Light
You’re My Angel Baby
Grace In Flight
You’re My Angel Baby
Stay Near All Night
You’re My Angel Baby
Forever At My Side
Angel Baby-
You’re Eyes Don’t Lie
Wrap Your Loving
Wings Around Me
With You, My Soul
Will Never Die
Just Cross Over
To Your Side
Where Hand In Hand
One Day We’ll FLY
Together
You And I
My Sweet Angel Baby

One fine day it occurred to me
I am not what I think I am
Life-old myth tumbled in a moment
And all I could say was - "Damn!"

I set forth on my spiritual journey
Seeking the true 'I'
From scriptures to religions, I explored
As years passed by

At times, pride swept me off my feet
For the wisdom I had gained
But then it occurred to me again
That the 'EGO' had still remained

Then one day, I came across a Saint
- A truly enlightened one
"If you are seeking the 'I' - ", he said
"Then halt. Do not run!"

I then realized, what he meant to say
And my 'Ego' began to disappear
A smile spread across my face
As I walked away from the mirror

I will not be made a pawn to your heart,
To sit and watch you play these wicked games
These players walk across the stage
While is sit and see you bleed into the rivers.
I cry because they pierce thorns into your heart
And my hands are too far to reach out.
You shut the doors to your soul on me,
Wouldn't let me heal your prickly heart
And talk of nothing but another while I go
And find a replacement significant other.

You are now forlorn and lonely,
You seek the arms of another.
You pray she is taken by your ways,
As I sit and mop for the sake of pity.

The green eyed monster is awake,
I must drift away from you to calm this beast,
Maybe an impossible task.
Away from you will bring back that sweet lullaby,
And fill the air with sweet dreams.
And on my return you will be gone for good,
Safe a distant memory of your loveliness.

The monster will sleep and I will be AWAKE!!!

The time of age has come,
for God's Word is left undone.
Sadly, each and all
favour frolic and fun
as they bask beneath
His glorious sun.
Oh, of Elohim's Truth...
lips seal tight;
preferring instead, revenge and fight
or blind indifference
and seeming right.

Yea, all demand words smooth
as they go about what they do,
to subtly imply, "Just keep it cool!
Teach El's law and love our way
that we may go about
guiltless each day."
Indeed, blind and deaf they are:
from Jehovah's Word
so moved afar,
and hiding hearts black as tar.

"Teach only nine and that by degree,
for El Shaddai's doctrine
shall we decree!
After all, we determine a deed,
good or evil, as we see."
Seems they are better judges
of you and me,
whether mother, father,
sister or brother,
as though men are gods
and no other.

Strut! as though Eloi does not see
or hear.
Oh, yes! Walk arrogantly
without fear.
Most of all, do not shed
a repentent tear.
But know this: to Him
it's all quite clear.
Thus destruction shall come
in an instant... bold,
sparing neither young nor infant...
or old.
On that day, just TRY
to prevent Ishi
with your heart to men sold!

Wedding Poems