Why me? Why me?
Oh God! I want to ask you
Why am I punished like this?
What did I do?

Why have you chosen me
why only me, for this
I never made any mistake
To lead a life like this

I never thought
I would be so humiliated
People make fun of me
They don't seem to be educated

Ya! I know I am suffering
I am HIV positive
I am still away from AIDS
But still people think so negative

They think no good about me
It's their useless thinking
Whenever I think about this
I feel my heart sinking

My heart pleads, please do not punish me
It wasn't my fault, at all
I fell from my bike
The Doctor used a wrong syringe, and that was all

I never took drugs or did anything wrong
I got to know this, but till then it was too late
Then why I am to be blamed
Why I am the one treated with hate

I lost everyone, whom I loved the most
In this journey of life with pain I mourn
Everyone left me even after knowing I wasn't wrong
Someone said it so correct, 'we born alone, we die alone'

Born on the fools day
Confused its boy or a girl
The innocence and the sweetness
Said she was a baby girl
My first birthday song was sung
When I cut the cute chocolate cake
As the seven O'clock bell rung
Waiting for the which I called prizes
Saying hello at the receiver
Wearing granny's glasses
Crawling like a creeper
Unwilling to attend the classes
Dancing the rain and show
Trying to forget but can't let it go
With friends all around
Swinging and playing in the merry-go-round
Days to come and days to go
But the childhood memories will never go

Flying with the wind, I was very happy
Suddenly the wind said, O' man why are u so happy?
Come out of your dream, I'm wind I can go everywhere
Don't follow me, just stay here, and just stay here
I know you want to fly high, but what to do
I have many like you, I have many like you
Wind totally shattered my dream
But reality is that, dream is after all dream
O 'wind, O' wind thanks for telling me
That I don't have any right to dream
Because I'm ordinary human being, because I'm ordinary human being.

Life is beautiful always the way it is
Life will always be the way it is
Life never changes for anyone
Life will go the way it is

People are always the way they are
People are beautiful in the way they are
People will never change for anyone
People will remain the way they are

World is beautiful the way it is
World will be the way it is
World never changes the way you want
World will always be the way it is

It is foolishness to expect things
It is to make world laugh at you
Cause you are the one who needs to change
As they say change is for you

The one you love also expects
To change you the way they want
But do you think it worth to change
For every person, the way they want

You change if you want to change
Not for the sake of making others happy
You change if you feel to change
Not to prove that others won it

But still I think
Few will change, few remains the same
It is the way we think
Whether to change or to remains the same

There is this tree I know of
So tall and strong
His leaves proudly swaying in the wind
I visit him often
Just sitting close by
And leaning against him
Reading a wonderful book
Or writing beautiful poems

There is this tree I know of
He knows all that is about me
My anger, My pains, My love, My joy
Most of all he knows my tears

There is this tree I know of
That shelters me from the rain
And holds me so close
That I could forever feel his love
From back then when we first met
Till now when we are so far apart

There is this tree I know of
Standing strong in unknown lands
A single leaf he never sheds
Aye, alone he is
For I knew him once
But in this life
I fear that we are forever separated
Like the sun and the moon
The sky and the earth

There is this tree I know of
Enlightened in his years
Far beyond my comprehension
But when I look around
To all the wildness of the forests
That surrounds my soul
I know that he is among them
Silent and strong
Watching me from afar
Awaiting my enlightment

There's this tree I know of
His shine far brighter than any stars in the Heavens
A warmth only an enlightened one
May cast upon our aching hearts

There is this tree I know of
That found me
And shed his leaves all around me
Wrapping me within the only form
Of love that he knew.

dhoondhati rahi-
jeewan ka arth--
nadiyon mein, saagar mein,
kabhi basti mein
kabhi jangal mein.

poochati rahi-
jeewan ka arth--
kabhi aatma se,
kabhi parmatma se,
kabhi moorat se,
kabhi maanav se.

khojati rahi-
jeewan ka arth--
kabhi vairagya mein,
kabhi bhog mein,
kabhi dukh mein,
kabhi mangal mein.

kabhi bani Raam,
bani kabhi Raheem,
kabhi Isaa ban,
aur kabhi Mahaveer.

Budh sum kiya tap,
Tulasi ki bhakti,
Kabhi Uma ki saralata,
kabhi Naanak ki virakti.
Sita ki saadhna,
kabhi Durga ki shakti,

Kintu--
bhatak rahi hoon
aaj bhi, jeewan ki talaash mein,
arth veheen
shabdon ke- abhedya ek jaal mein.

Wedding Poems