If i died would you even know?
Just one little bullet, one single blow,
What am i to you? except a pain,
If i were dead,you would probably gain,
And i the only one who feels this way,
Should i go on to see another day?
I am confused my life's a mess,
With death comes no stress,
Would anyone even cry?
I bet all eyes would stay dry,
Sometimes i wish i could end it,
If death was meant for me,
I wish GOD would send it.

I'm crying I know exactly why,
It's because I never wanted this to be goodbye,
I love you with all my heart,
And something tells me we shouldn't be apart,
I liked someone else,
I know how you feel,
I've hurt you before,
You acted like it was no big deal,
Time passes by i wish nobody was home,
You ripped my heart out tore yours in two,
Now all I wanna do is shout,
You like her,
You say you need me,
Memories of the good times are all I can see,
I'll wait for you forever until you see that it's real,
It'll be real hard but I think that I'll deal,
So here we are you are torn between two,
I don't know what to say,
And you don't know what to do.

My well, you could say girlfriend, but it would not really be true... wrote this...it goes along side my poem His.

Dil nahi lag raha doston kay bin,
Nadaniyaan,gustakhiyaan kuch hasna,kuch rona,
Thha maza roz eik naya unn kay saath,
Abb na wo pal na maza aata hay kyon mujhay rona aata hai,
Kabhi koi baat galat nikal jaati agar zubaan say,
Has kay thta dostoon ka hamaray taal dena,
Diya jinhonay mushkil waqat par saath,
Kya maloom thha wo sahara thha mujhay khona,
Nahi mushkil koi unn say milna dobara,
Lekin iss office ko bhi hai poora din dekhna,
Chalo bardasht karna hai aur kya karna hai,
Agar ho zaroorat to email hum ko kar dena.

Badnaam mere pyaar ka afsana hua hai,
Diwaane bhi kehte hain ki diwaana hua hai.
Rishta tha tabhi to kisi bedard ne toda,
Apna tha tabhi to koi begana hua hai.
Baadal ki tarah aa kar baras jaye ek din,
Dil aap ke hote hue virana hua hai.
Bajte hain khayalon mein teri yaad ke ghungroo,
Kuch din se mera ghar bhi parikhana hua hai.

Mausam ne banaya hai nigahon ko sharabi,
Jis phool ko dekhoon vahi paimana hua hai.
Hum apne ikhtiyar ki hadd se guzar gaye,
Chaha tumhe to pyaar ki hadd say guzar gaye.
Likhi gayee naseeb mein kuch aisi hijratein,
Har ajnabi dayre ki hadd se guzar gaye.
Jagi hai apne dil mein gulabon ki aarzoo,
Jab mousam-e-bahar ki hadd se guzar gaye.

Ab zakhm hai dil ka kahan tak shumar ho,
Yeh zakhm to shumar ki hadd se guzar gaye.
Teri nigah-e-mast se hum itna pee gaye,
Itni ki har khumar ki hadd say guzar gaye.
Ehsaas mar Chuka hai khushi hai na gam koi,
Jaise ke jeet haar ki hadd say guzar gaye.
Hasrat say mouj-e-gam bhi hame dekhti rahin,
Hum behr-e-bar kinaar ki hadd say guzar gaye.
Aati hai saaf saaf nazar gam ki manzilein,
Yeh kafile gubaar ki hadd say guzar gaye.
Woh log roz-e-qayam se kya darein,
Jo terey intezaar ki hadd se guzar gaye.

KOI AAYE JO MERE DIL KI BAAT KEH JAAYE,
MUJHSE NAA SAHI MERE DUSHMAN SE MOHABBAT KI BAAT KAR BHI JAAYE,
TITLIYAN TO SABSE MOHABBAT KI BAAT KARTI HAIN,
KOI KAANTON SE MOHABBAT KI BAAT KEH JAAYE,
PHOOL YAHAN CHAHO TO PATTHARON MEIN BHI KHIL JAAYENGE,
KOI USS SHOKH ADA SE KHUSHBOO KI BAAT KEH JAAYE,
RAAH CHALNA HO AGAR TO KISI HAMSAFAR KE SAATH CHALO,
KOI MEHBOOB SE MILNE KI BAAT KEH JAAYE,
TUM CHALE JAOGE TO YEH CHAAND DHAL JAAYEGA,
KOI TO HUMSE UJALON KI BAAT KEH JAAYE,
RAASTE TUM SE JUDA HOKAR ROYENGE AE “SHAHIL“,
LAUT KE WO AYENGE KOI TO MUJHSE YEH BAAT KEH JAAYE.

Purity once had a name,
And beauty once had a face,
Life once had a meaning,
And once i was safe,
Once there was freedom,
And once i could laugh,
Happiness once was alive,
And once i had another half,
Once i shared his love,
Once i was by his side,
Once i felt i filted,
So quickly that died,
His grace so great,
His shine so vast,
All i ever wanted,
Was for it to last,
Fate may be had another plan,
Or may be he had another love,
But it all fell apart,
The hand too big for the glove,
Now its all died away,
Happiness,joy,love all memories,
Now i walk alone in this dark dark world,
With no light to guide my way.

Wedding Poems